All my life i just wanted to study law. Now that i’m finally there i hate it so much i can’t stand it.
I’m literally sitting here crying my eyes out, trying tomtake myself study and do all the things i need to do! but i just can’t i hate it to much.. i feel physical rejection towards reading all those dosuments and writting thoses essays. God.. all i want is to be around horses and mind nothing else about the world! it makes me so sad to know that i can’t do that! i just can’t afford it.